ariff's BIG day...

ariff turned 3 today...Hmmm cam tak caye je my eldest ni dah besar..hehehhe.....waking up to wishes n out of tune birthday songs from abah n ummie....aufa pun join skali....playing n leisured around at home mostly since aufa x sihat..down wif flu.. ....petang ready2 for d big birthday dinner.....

Venue : chicken rice alamanda ( since abah can't gobble up all the frieds n oily foods nowadays...)
Attendance : ALL except PapaLee ( penang-trip) N MamaNa ( wish U're around)
Food : a lOt + birthday cake- ariff chose this himself before going to alamanda.." slawbelly"

It went around great....only MamaNa's presence could tOp it up even greater....ariff enjoyed it a lot...beaming from ear 2 ear...even spent GrandPa time wif abah....( sure abah tak tido lena..terharu dek ariff's warmness tonight.....yelah...suapkan ariff..jalan2 hand-in-hand wif ariff,..even nak balik pun ariff tak mau ngan ummie nak ikut atuk!!!)...

Back at home after all the chaos...ariff slept soundly..smiling ..clutching his spidey 3-piece-suit-> courtesy of MamaNa ( thanx Na)...looking at him sleeping contentedly + soundly ..."Wow!!He's BIG in all things now.."(except size..)...learning all the good values n sket2 avoiding d bad ones....taking responsibility as a bigger bro 2 aufa n warming towards ppl around him....talking more n more..sometimes non-stop.....n just being adorable ariff hakimi ...lots more..that I can't list all of them here...all in all..he's grown up now...n i'm proud to see him grow...inch by inch..everyday...

Hopefully MamaNa'll be around for ariff's next birthday.....( Na..akak dah makankan kek 4 u..hehehehhe)....ariff says TQ n sends wet MuahSsss!!!He misses U..I can tell.....

wEEkend iS hErE!!!....

Since dah koje nie…jarang2 dpt mandikan my 2 boys nie…so weekend nie..lepaskan geram n wendu to bathkan dema…

Starting wif ariff.... Gosok gigi....

Mandi....n shampoo....
Tak main barney ni tak sah!!!
“Ummiee!!!ayiep pedih mate!!!tolon!!!” is a common cry.......* mostly lakonan je..*

gosok gg lagi...makan colgate je yg banyak sbenonye....….

Then aufa plaks….dalam tub …class gitu!!!

Ala2 spa….

d sMall things I miss now...

Sitting at work Xpressing ….. * what else needs Xpressing now..DUH!!!* …I miss my lil’ ahmad aufa zahidi…I miss everything about him..wondering whether he’s behaving well or being notty * sket2 takpe…*…I really miss ALL things AuFa…his smell…his laughter..tears n cries…his thumb-fist sucking..his giggles n crackles…his big solemn eyes…his cute pouty mouth…his small nose…his chubby cheeks..his double-triple chin….his kfc- hands n thighs….his stubby hairs *or whatever is there on top..*….n even his muntahs n poo…*ye ke..??? *…
Being a mommy..it feels empty not having ur lil’ ones wif u…u don mind dressing sloppily or even dressing nicely to be slopped all over wif vomits as long as they r there wif u..in ur arms….

I can’t even describe d feeling..only being one ( I mean a Mum) can U understand…
wif THAT in thoughts…I continued wif my works…counting hours n minutes till I can be back home again….wif my 2 precious GEMS…

Back 2 wOrk

I was all mixed feelings..coming back to work after a lOooong break ….but it all turned out great wif lots of warm welcome backs n yup….I missed work n cutting ppl…though ramai new faces n I need time 2 get used to thgs again…its all well…got some new n lovely surprises too…only really miss my lil’ aufa at home…..n abg ayip’s antics….but..ummie needs to work..n work…n work…n work…n work…* hehehe…psycho..*

aufa's new craze....

lil aufa ade new craze.......dia turun prangai MamaNa die nie..Isap jari..sometiems not only jari..d whole fist can go in!!!bukan saje satu kekadg tu..both fists!!!....Isyk!!isyKk!! byk2 prangai...await laa ikut hak tue????...what to do??tue yg syok kot.....

to curb it sket...Ummie got him something to chew on...."lil fisH"....tak busuk nye......he likes it but sometimes d fingers n fists r still d best!!! sebab masin n masam kot..??? MamaNa knows d answer 4 this..I bet!!!!

sangkar....

won 4 tickets last saturday for a movie premiere esp. meant 4 mum's day.....tp since mak n abah tied up wif a wedding in melaka..went wif PapaLee, MamaYa n PapaYa ( Ahhh...hahhahahah...) instead......
MamaSu???Mmm..she has plans...( waa...dah besar bdk sowang nih..siap ade plan2 lagi!!)

( 2 spoiled brats melantak...)


movie was a nice one....centering on a mum's love 4 her blind son n her struggles wif her father who abandoned ( ?? ) her...nasib x banjir cineleisure tue ( hehhe my 1st time here..prak tak???)...tp rasenye klu mak was there..sure bah nye..( sowwy mak..but it's d truth!!!kan..kan Ya..???) d enclosed f.o.c. popcorn n drinks each was superb as well...( gemuks aahhh....!!!)



pas show..had 'mamam' time kat little penang...

( me n chopsticks...)


( exercise muke slepas makan..tuk elakkan tembam..ekekek)

Mmmmmm...Nice!!!!!!!

my new baby...

nearly a wekk has passed but it slipped my mind totally...

i've a new baby now..baru 2 months old...

cute giler..hahha..aufa dah dapat 'adik' ler......tp special sket coz Ummie just feed her je...( yes...it's a she!!!) but no ribbons n frills...x sesuai gitu!!!...

kenalkan...B-bit....

comel kan..??she just loves cabbages..not so into carrots ...x tau nape...? m'be keras sgt n she's still too young...i dunno....

Me pegang B-bit??not yet...only feeding je..others abah yg handle..( smart ehh??)...takpe ahh B-bit kan..later on ummie pandai ahh bab touchy-feely nie...anyway..we both enjoy our 'makan'time together...I know I do!!!

mum...mum...mum...MAK!!!

2day's mother's day....


Mak...happy mother's day....thanx 4 bearing wif me all these years....I pray 4 yer health 4 years to come....

( Hehehe..abah put nyebuks skali ehhh...)

M -is for the million things she gave me,

O - means only that she's growing old

T - is for the tears she shed to save me,

H - is for her heart of pure gold;

E - is for her eyes, with love-light shining

R - means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together,

they spell,MOTHER..

A word that means the world to me

d big T-0.......

today...some 30 years back i was brought into this world....thanx to Mak 4 pushing me out of her cosy womb...n thanx 2 abah 4 helping in putting me into Mak in d 1st place..* hehhe go figure*...but utmost...all in all its God's will making it ALL possible....Alhamdulillah i'm still here n much lively n in good health....with so much to b thankful for n blessed with tonnes others....

abg was d 1st to wish me n along wif it a beautiful gift....right after maghrib prayers yesterday..d b'day wish came...."eeehhh...esok aah..." I bluntly said...he smiled ..."calendar islam, tomorrow starts after maghrib ler .."..hehe silly me....d gift came beautifully wrapped n attached with a greeting card...
opening it, pics of my 2 gems stared cutely back...* hmmm..creative jgk abg nie...ntah bebiler ntah dia wat sume nie.." ....d words brought tears to my eyes....As 4 d gift....as if knowingly *baru plan nak ushar2 new printed clutch*...it came to me all wrapped up....nice...limited edition lagi ..hehehe...best giler!!..thanx abg..4 taking all d trouble n 4 remembering...loved d gifts so much......but stilll d best gift ever from abg r my 2 precious gems...ariff n aufa...ummie rase nothing can top those two.....ever...hehehe...unless...an arifah...that'll will b nice...*ahaks!!!*...(tunggu wei...nanti2 ler tue)...hehehe...

Mak's early morning birthday sms brought tears to my eyes...tue yg balas pun pakai sms...klu call sure sebak n banjir plak pepagi birthday nie..*ahakss!!!*...then my adiks including yg faraway ngan kangaroo pun follow suit with wishes...n lots more ...cik syam..my frens......thank you all 4 remembering ..its so sweet...

blessed wif health, a cosy home, loving family, fulfilling job...i'm truly lucky..could not ask 4 more...tp yg x brape best tue its d 3o...no more twenties...hehh..horror je...dah tue...cam x caye je......rase2 smalam mcm baru 17..*wink*...

its always been my habit...resolution comes wif every birthdays...as 4 this 3o's resolutions.....mostly r personal ...but among others r try to b a good ummie to my 2 sons...more patient wif all their antics esp ariff's....a good, loving wife...and caring daughter n sister to my PaMa n adikS....wish i'll b more mature but not Aged..hehehe.....

thinking back...i recall d best b'day suprise ever was my 19th birtday( if x silap)...d one yg i had to frantically kemas d whole house 4 a said "kenduri"..sedangkan it was actually 4 my own besday suprise party...*cian x??*...all thanx to MamaNa...she's always great when it comes to organizing events.... Na,...akak was very touched with that one..n yup!!memang Wakena Beb!!...U truly made my day then!!!...wif all d guests n cake besaq...Ina xde nie...xde aah kek 4 me..*sob..sob...(wat drama swasta plaks)..*...one day i'll throw u one such suprise kay...*ntah biler tuh??*.......susah pe....*party nasi minyak aci tak???ekekeeekk...*

Being 30 n notty....i wish myself a happy n successful life ahead with all dreams come true....* smiling in prayer*

waaa...kebun binatang..!!!

kidnapped kak uswah for a trip to d Zoo a.k.a. 'kebun binatang' (in Indonesian dialek).....ariff n aufa pun angkut skali....siap prepare sandwiches for ala2 picnic gitu...hehehe....

ariff had been here once mase he was 1 yr + n he really Njoyed it......similarly this time...he was as Xcited as b4 if not more....lil' Aufa slept in his carrier while ariff frantically rambled out one after another d animals he saw...."eeeee...tgk zirafah tue..ee gajah ahh...burung....kure2....n lots more.."

kak uswah was as excited as ariff ..... having had toured nearly 1/2 d zoo we stopped 4 lunch n prayers....then went 4 d animal show..ader birds yg bley play games....owang utan or as ariff puts it.."owang butan".....yg can kopek klape....n seal yg can do tricks......

d whole zoo kitorang track on foot n ariff on wheels... to finish in style *echeche*.....leypark naik train 4 a ride thru d zoo in a glance...

in short,l it was fun though tiring....kak uswah really loved i, ariff too n me 3!!!! lil' aufa was a darling despite d hot weather...die behave jer all thru...nie yg buat ummie cayang sesgt nie...

MamaNa....i saw that monkey yg u said ade bulu pjg till kaki..remember ???d one u saw mase outing tadika maria but mak never believed....siap amik gambo lagi..but it's not a monkey..owang utan ler babe!!!

if U happen to go to d zo in aussie there...amik gambo ngan kangaroo ek....nak tjk kat ariff....

5 -1 is not fun enuff....

last tuesday, labour day cuti i was a notty mummy since i left lil'aufa wif nenek n kak uswah n had some ME time being a big sista to my 3 adikS..since my other 1 adik is faraway now n she is already big enuff...hehe..my hubby n ariff?? umm...both balik slayang since ariff dah wendus samer wan n atuk kat sane...

having this ME time wif my adiks had been one of d things i'd been wanting to do dah lame sbenonye..but with d restraints of family life n what more wif anaks n hubby sometimes its not easy....

maybe my adikS terkezut when i ajak outing..dunno??m'be..yelah..tebiat kot kak ijah nie,??...mane nak letak anak kedak berdue tue??furthermore besanye MamaNa yg rajin outing2 wif them....tapi since she's away..n d MaMaNa-sick..*nie lbeh kreng cam homesick aahh* has set in really heavy...I'm trying to cheer things up n do some catching up wif my adikS....

sO we went outing...lee..ya..janie m me....plannye nak tgk spderman 3 or jgn tgk blkg ..but since tckt sold out...n since we crave 4 movie..we settled for "number 23" or as janie confidently put it.."Number 32"...hehe tak sedo salah tue....Janie aah yg promote crite ala2 thriller nie..so be it...janji tgk movie...klakarnye..all place sold out xcept summit n we went there....giler tak...sanggup tue...*ntah hulu maner ntah I pun x tau*

memang aahhh tak pernah sampai n while nearing the Summit...we saw this tall straight-office-like building ahead....bluntly n blurly I asked Lee "eh tue ke Summit??pesal cam office jer??" his slamber reply was " aah..tueler Summit...tpt wayang plg tue kat kl nie..memang wayang dia dlm office tp psl gian sgt nak tgk movie...takpe aahh dalam ofis pun kan.." wei!!is this 4 real??? - echoed thru my mine n Mama-Ya's similarly....tapi as we neared it baru aah nampak d shopping mall beneath it...kurengnyer PapaLee!!! bley plak wat lawak bOdo time2 nie...

d movie was just okay...a bit dissapointing in d end but quite intriguing as a whole...n as its name...we saw lots of no.23 there after..hehehe.....tak best kat summit we drove to OU...jenjalan n makan2..

eating at Pizza hut just to try out d new perfetto pastas...sedap jgk!!!..initially nak mamam kat chili's bak kate MamaYa.."to relive moments wif MamaNa"...but since d que pjg n dah lapo...len kali ahh kite kat chili's.....

d outing in all was fun for me..n i hope it was also for my 3 adikS..it might not be as fun as it would b wif MamaNa around...but i'll try doing it again n again.....as much as i can afford to..what wif d time n work constraints ahead....

but as fun as it was....as i put it above.....5-1 is not fun enuff...really wish ina was here too....baru best giler....

(MamaNa...rase x pizza n pasta tuh???? we ate on yer behalf.....hopefully u have fun outings there too...)

coming home to lil' aufa....i was all mixed feelings ...overjoyed to see him..n happy wif d fun outing ...thankful to Mamito n kak uswah 4 baby-sitting aufa n making Me n adikS time possible....but most of all sad n wendu...longing that MamaNa be here for more of such outings....

as for my 3 adikS ere....i know i may not b as fun-filled as MamaNa but i'll try my utmost ....

P/S: pic..kena tunggu courtesy of Janie n iya....hehe