Friday, April 13, 2007

lil' sis......

hiE aLL.....i'm nEw tO thiS blOggin'......bEEn watchin' & leArnin' b4 nOw....dared to jOin & share ........

mY lil' sista's leavin' 4 wOrk abroad sOOn...next week......had nOt tell anyOne even her..bUt i'm gOnna reallY miss her tOnnes....she's lOud...she's independant..she's kewl....she's rough at the edges but really kind & sOft at heart...she's all the things I wish I could bE....even though she's younger she is more masak in life than clueless me...

we came frOm an okay, not too poor or too rich ( just nice) family...5 of Us....she's my 2nd sista....the toughest & roughest oF sOrts...we shared a lot together...tears, laughter, fights, secrets....mOst of it sealed with promises & whispers of " jangan bagitau mak Eh...."...everytime & time again sHe never failed me.....
I might have been brIghter than her bUt she is mOre 'learned' in life than I will ever be...she matures in more ways than i could eva imagine......her presence is strong ( yup...partly coz she's lOud...mak's inheritence...*smile*) but her being around always manage to lighten & brighten up things no matter how dull they are.....
on odd occasions when she comes to me for a shoUlder to cry on...only at those times alone i felt really worthy......not to say i like her in misery...but then only would i feel i'm stronger & tougher than her...as an eldest child should be....*sigh*
some frens of mine slalu kate...'alah 2nd child memang lagu tu...ketegaq lebih, terror lebih all lebih..' m'be its true.....
anyhow..i know that i'm already missing her.....really hope she'll take good care out there & as mak slalu pesan...'don do things i don do ......'*ye ke??*

" lil' sis....U be good n jgn notty2......cepat2le cuti n blk cni.....".....*teary-eyed*

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